My Halloween Playlist

Hey everyone, hope you’re all doing well. So I’ve been thinking of doing a Halloween themed blog and I also thought about showing my playlist for a while too since I like to share my favourite tunes. Used to do it all the time on my old Instagram account but I kinda stop doing it for some reason. Idk why cause ppl liked it. And I like posting my favourite tunes to all cause who doesn’t. It’s awesome to see ppl’s taste in things. Tells a lot about the person imo. That’s what music is, it’s a personal thing and it’s best tool to cope with. It’s chicken soup for the soul as they say (idk it’s a saying Stone Cold said in WWE back in 2001, god I miss THAT WWE not the current one lol)

So there’s been a lot of kick arse music videos over the years. Idk these days since I don’t listen to a lot of newer music. But the best music videos are horror themed. Their dark, gritty and creative. A lot of effort is put into them and I think it’s shows, it’s some of the best music videos ever. Well imo. If you have one, let it in the comments below.

Anyway here’s my Halloween playlist

Yeah there’s going to be a lot of metal here but give it a chance cause the music videos are awesome. This is no different. Cradle Of Filth are alright but imo not the best. But I do love their music videos, very creative and it’s full of dark gothic settings. This one is a creepy twist to a Fairytale. Girl is in the woods, a dark demon lurking in the shadows and chasing her. While the band plays. Also that lumberjack dude was creepy. Given me nightmares as a kid lol. Imo it’s Cradle’s best song, badarse!! 😎🤘🏻

Talk about creepy as fuck lol. Yeah this give me nightmares. I think this is the scariest video ever. And I’m good with horror, I don’t get scared easily. But this is next level creepy. The faces on the kids, the demonic face on the TV and that demon scream to the old woman. It’s fucking creepy and I love it. You been warned. But I admire how creative and balls out it was. Check it out if ur strong enough.

Well.....this is just gory, disgusting and creepy at the same time. Japan know their horror and know how to be wtf lol. Dir En Grey are a pretty awesome metal band in general and underrated imo. Prefer them over Crossfaith who imo are shite lol. I like how original and odd their music is. And their music videos are pretty gory, bloody, disgusting, etc so if you don’t have a strong stomach don’t watch. It is pretty out there lol. But I like how far they take it. Not for the faint hearted but that’s why Halloween rocks. 🎃🤘🏻

Tool is one of my favourite bands of all time. Some of my favourite albums are theirs. But boy their music videos are weird lol. Hard to pick one since their music videos are weird as fuck lol. But their creative and interesting in it’s oddness. I know theirs meaning in the videos they do but still weird as fuck but awesome at a shame time. I pick this one since it’s my favourite tune from Tool. Check it out and their other videos, they are weird but awesome!

Out of all the music videos, this one is probably has the story imo. It’s a dark disturbing story about a man who was in the war who has lost his arms, legs and ability to speak, begging for death. Yeah pretty dark but it’s really an awesome anti war message in the song & video. A lot of the footage is from the 1974 film Johnny Got His Gun. Haven’t seen the film but this music video kicks arse & definitely Metallica’s Best video imo.

Like how gothic this one is. Rammstein had some fuck up videos who this is another to pick one but I love this one. Since I love the gothic setting and I love werewolves lol. Check it out.

It wouldn’t be Halloween without Marilyn Manson. The god of fuck, the anti god, the gothfather. Take your pick lol. This is probably his best video but again another tough pick but I think the visuals are creepier in this video. Great music video but Manson is always having kick arse videos so no surprise. Tbh it’s not my favourite Manson but this is probably the creepiest of his videos imo so that’s why I picked it. (If you’re wondering my favourite Manson video is Coma White)

Rob Zombie himself is basically all about Halloween, dude is badarse. His horror films are not bad either, well imo I didn’t like the Halloween remake he done but his stand alone films were good. This video is basically Halloween written all over it. All the classic footages of old school monster films in the video and yeah it’s an instant classic. Fucking awesome! 😎🤘🏻

A tribute to old school zombie films in this one. Totally love this tune. I’m a big fan of zombie films, games and everything zombie related...well besides The Walking Dead lol. This video is like something out of a George Romero film and it kicks arse. Super awesome!

Sadly it’s the audio since I can’t find the music video for this classic on YouTube, their copyright issues are a pain in the arse. But trust me the music video is awesome. It’s basically Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde inspired video as Ozzy is a mad scientist who turns into werewolf (yeah another werewolf inspired music video) and it kicks arse. Yeah sucks I can’t share the music video. But I’m sure yous saw it already and love it, I know I do. Timeless!! 😎🤘🏻

So that’s my favourites so far. I do have honourable mentions. Halloween themed videos, awesome in their own right but I feel those above me are the best but these are awesome too...

And that’s my Halloween playlist. Thank you for checking this out. I appreciate it. I thought sharing my favourite Halloween themed music videos was a good idea for a blog. If yous got any I missed, comment away letting me know. There’s more disturbing videos than the ones I shared from Cattle Decapitation, etc but I don’t want to get into trouble or offend anyone so I left those off. And also it’s extremely violent so idk if it’s against the rules but look it up on google & you’ll find Cattle Decapitation’s Forced Gender Reassignment somewhere. I don’t recommend it as it’s fucking sick & disturbing but it’s up to yous. For hardcores only, so thought I’ll mention that.

That’s the good thing about horror themed videos. There’s different levels. Some creative, some dark, some gritty, some fun, some gory, some weird, some disturbing and some scary. That’s why their the best. No matter what they hold your attention. Theirs something about them that just connects to ppl. Halloween is my favourite time of the year. I love Horror. It’s so versatile much like Sci Fi, single player video games and rock/metal music. Always entertaining no matter who you are. That’s why it kicks arse!!

Anyway that’s my blog done. Thank you for reading and checking out the videos. Hope you enjoy them. Leave a comment below what you’re favourites are and chat away. Until then see you in my next blog. Take care peeps!! 😎🤘🏻

I’m killing my loneliness

Yeah I thought I start my blog with that cause I think it suits me up atm. My ultimate goal in my life right now is kill my loneliness. Cause it’s been going on for too long.

Why am I alone? Simple. It’s cause I’m not sociable enough. I’m always too afraid or too shy to talk to ppl but I am doing my best.

Now what cause me to be a loner for many years? I got bullied and I fall out with mates that were not loyal, helpful or didn’t care. Also I been through two mental breakdowns in my life. One in Secondary School (high school for the Americans) and other was in College back in 2005. It was rough and for the longest time I was indoors being a hermit, which is a term in Scotland. A hermit is a person who lives alone, away from people and society. That’s what Hermit means and I was a hermit for many years. I missed out my late teen years and most of my 20’s due to shutting myself out.

It’s not cool or great. It was hurting my relationship with my family who supported, help me out a lot and was showing loyalty. I feel like I wasn’t a good person tbh to them. I wish I could go back and write those wrongs but I can’t. I got to focus on now & future.

That’s why my social media is full of positive memes and mental health stuff cause I feel like it should be talk about. Especially since I’m living in it still. Even though my life is massively improved. I’m getting there and I’m getting there. One step at a time.

No one should be alone. Don’t think like that, you deserve someone who cares, understands and accepts you for who you are. Everyone needs somebody, someone. No one should walk alone. It’s shit. You may not realise that til it’s too late. Having great friends and a loving partner should mean the world to you. That’s more than any money can buy. Ppl don’t realise that. Cause everyone is on the fuck ppl bandwagon and tbh I’m sick & tired of that.

Let’s get along. End all this bullshit and needless hate. I see it everyday on social media and it makes me want to quit. But reason is that there’s ppl who feel the same way too. I mean let’s all be positive ppl. Help each other out and end this depression epidemic we’re in right now. 

Depression and anxiety are both the world’s biggest killers. It’s up there with cancer. And yeah it should be addressed, more & more. So ppl can stop complaining over nothing, accept ppl for who they are (or don’t bother them if you can’t, just don’t do any harm), be kind, help ppl out and generally do something about it. Always be a good person, it’s not hard. Don’t take life too seriously and just learn how to chill. Find ur happy place and go there. 

Whatever floats your boat but remember every boat is different and you got to accept that. Don’t live that boat? Paddle the other direction. It’s that easy. 

But no matter what direction you’re taking, they’ll be others who will follow, help you and love you for who you are. No matter what. That’s a true relationship. Don’t paddle alone cause that boat ain’t moving til you have a loyal friend, family member or partner. That’s the true key to happiness. 

I’ll leave yous some of my favourite positive vibes memes. So you can remember that you should embrace your positive and remember what’s in your head is a lie. Anyway thanks for reading everyone, appreciate it and take care everyone. Much love! 😎✊🏻

MY LONELINESS, ISOLATION, DEPRESSION AND ASD (ASPERGERS)

Hey there everyone hope everyone is doing well. And you’re doing great with whatever you’re doing.

Sorry I’ve been quiet on the blogs and talking to yous. I’m pretty inactive these days. Reason is I’m quite down a lot. If any of yous read my last couple of blogs you know why. But if you haven’t, it’s all in this blog below

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Basically I’ve been battling mental illness for a while. Due to bad luck with ppl which has made me a loner for most of my life. And it’s a daily struggle.

I’m more understanding than others due to my own mental health battles and dealing with bad situations. I lost two of my best friends to an awful disease they both have, lost two of my uncles due to alcoholism, drop out of my first college cause I was a stoner due to being a loner in that college, etc etc. Theirs so much shit I went through to be the person I am today. Glad my life is laid back but I want to hang with good people outside of my family circle u know. My family are awesome but I want friends & a gf down the line, who knows.

Being on social media doesn’t help me either. Every time I’m on there, there’s a post on there that either depresses me, makes me feel self pity and envy. Cause I look at some of the ppl I follow’s stuff on social media and their just showing their good side & I think to myself “I wish that was my life” you know. Their so happy and having a blast with mates. I get Envy from it u know. I’m sure everyone feels like that. But I get it the most. Especially with girls I follow who always post pictures of them with friends, going out (looking great btw) and just having fun. In one hand I’m happy for them, I’m happy their having a great time. But at the same time it depresses me since my life is the opposite of that. I’m always indoors and in my room alone. It’s not healthy.

I wish there is a solution to my problems but finding something to do, the right crowd & proper help in my town is extremely hard. So I’m doing my best to move to close to the city like either Glasgow or Edinburgh since I’m from Scotland after all lol. But realistically I should be over there to get to A and B.

A lot of this is hard for me due to having ASD, which is Aspergers. Even though ppl never notice it cause I’m “normal” but I do have it. I just easily emotional and sensitive than others sometimes. Even though I control myself better that nobody notices. But I do my best. Sometimes when I tell that to ppl, I feel like it drives ppl away. Like it’ll feel like work hanging with this guy u know, but I’m so laidback and easygoing.

But I hate feeling like my mental health issues drives ppl away cause it’ll make them feel like it’s too much work or they rather not hang out with me or talk to me. Idk why, I do my best. It’s all you can do right.

Just wish someone could understand me, accepts me and appreciates me for being me cause I should be having friends. I’m easygoing, laidback, love to have a laugh, into nerd stuff, good taste in music, loves to get active, can cook (a woman loves a man that can cook, why am I still single lol) and so forth. Just bad luck and being in the wrong places over years has made me a loner. I blame the social services in my area, their terrible. But I rather not get into that. Long story short their history.

Yeah I do my best to cope with my boring unsociable life as I do. It’s all I can do really. No choice. But it could be worse. Least I have an awesome family, who without them. I would be in a even worse shape. And I’m always improving. One step at a time.

Yeah just thank you guys & gals. And thank you for reading. I do appreciate it, really I do mean it. I don’t want to come across as corny prick here lol but I do appreciate everyone’s support, comments, reading and just being a follower. And hopefully my blogs helps everyone out there too that’s going through a bad situation, who’s mentally unwell, etc.

I’m always up for a chat so feel free to follow me on Snapchat & Instagram at kungfury87. I usually positive vibes since I feel like it’s important cause I believe it does help to remind ppl that you’re not alone. Keep hanging in there and things will get better.

Anyway cheers again for reading, commenting, liking, etc. Much love

How Walks, Cooking and Being more positive is saving my life!

Yeah pretty much what it says in the title. If you’re new to my blogs on here. You probably know that I have mental illness. Have been for years due to being bullied, betrayed and used in the past. And also from being alone & isolated for years too. I’m sure some of yous can relate to that. It really sucks. I do my best to make the best of it but some days it’s hard. And for a few months I’ve been really down. I had dark thoughts and that. It wasn’t good. I still suffer from the thoughts. Like I wasted my years, I’ll never get a girlfriend, ppl hate me, etc yeah thoughts like that. It really hurts but luckily I’m fighting back.

I started reading up other depression, anxiety sufferers stories on the web. They give a lot of helpful advice and link to a lot of positivity articles and the such. A lot of reading into it and it helps me quite a bit. Also I watch YouTubers who go through it too. They give great advice too. Like I watch LiveStrider who has Aspergers like myself who is easily to get depression and anxiety cause not many ppl understand or even care about our condition. It’s a cruel world we live in. But he give the best advice imo cause he’s similar to me. And that’s when the walking idea came to be. He heavily suggested walking really helps the head and the physical of course. He’s so right.

Ever since I started doing the walks, I’ve been feeling really good. I’ve been more positive cause I listen to the get rid of any negativity advice. I’m telling you right now, it works. I’m reading positive quotes all the time, chatting to ppl online more after being shy to (yeah I was shy to talk to ppl online, I’m the same offline lol) even talk to ppl especially girls, I’m getting better talking to friends & family and feeling better about myself really. I’m getting there. I’ve been improving a lot and more is coming. I’m hoping to do a hiking trip sometime down the line up north in the Highlands.

Starting the walk has been great. I post regularly on my instagram at KungFury87 about it if yous want to follow me there. I appreciate that. I also post nerd stuff too cause I love movies, music and video games too. Currently playing Yakuza 4 on the PS3 and God Of War on the PS4. Both awesome games. Especially Yakuza, seriously get into the Yakuza series. It’s one of the best video gaming franchises out there. So fun with lots to do, WITHOUT ANY LOOT BOXES OR MICRO TRANSACTIONS. How cool is that? Remember when we didn’t have to buy shit like that? I miss those days lol.

Also I post a lot of my cooking too. Btw it’s not vegan, if you are. Probably shouldn’t follow me cause I love meat. Sorry lol. Don’t get me wrong I don’t hate the vegan lifestyle. That’s your choice. I do like vegan food too, but I like meat. I don’t mind ppl eating what they want to eat but don’t judge others by the food they eat cause that’s a poor attitude to have. I talk to vegans all the time and theirs no drama. Just cause I eat meat doesn’t mean I hate animals. I love animals and if it’s just vegan food left, I wouldn’t be mad cause like I said I love vegan food too. Veggie burgers are awesome. But I love cheeseburgers, hot dogs, streaks, BBQs, etc. As long meat is around I’m eating it. But eat what you like, just don’t be a judgemental prick about it you know.

But I love cooking. Maybe thinking of doing a course in college or do something surrounding cookery. I love it so much. See what happens.

Also writing blogs like this and even writing songs is great too. I love to start doing music soon. Just don’t have money yet to get a keyboard. So I can learn and play. I’m into music big time. Luckily not into r&b, mainstream music or dudstep thank fuck lol. But if you’re into that, good for you more power to ya. It’s just not my cup of tea. Other than that I’m easily pleased to music.

Yeah so basically I’m just trying to look after myself, trying to get creative, keep fit both body & mind and just staying positive. Also being more social. I’m doing my best, that’s all you can do. Never give up. If you got a goal, dreams and ideas. Go do it. Cause if you put your mind to it you can. It’s up to you. Don’t fall down to the negative path my advice. We all have problems but what to do with it. Positive or negative? It’s up to you. I choose positive and hopefully yous do too. Life is short. Make the most of it. There is always good in this world worth fighting for and there’s always hope. Remember that always!!

Anyway that’s me done with this blog. Hope you enjoyed it and find it helpful. I think it’s important to talk about it cause it does help. It did with me and continues to do so. Hopefully it helped yous out. Remember to stay strong and hang in there. Things will get better if you wanted it to. And try go for a long walk, it helps trust me.

Thank you so much for reading, liking and commenting on my blogs guys. Yous are the best. Until next time. This is The Badarse Mofo saying take care, much love!! 😎🤘🏻

Incoming 2016 awards blogs

Hello readers how are you if your still around, I know I'm very inactive wae blogs but I haven't gotten free time due family, getting things sorted, etc. Also I haven't had a the need to do blogs. Cause I do it all on my phone and typing on the phone is a pain in the arse. So sorry again for the lack of blog entries. I'm doing my best to make sure to do these blogs justice. I love to do this for a living. Writing up reviews and articles on a number of topics. Everything nerd related, u name it. Well except for comics and anime, don't know much about them to be honest. But I do love to do that and also vlog on YouTube once YouTube gets their heads out of their asses. But I like to write, less pain lol.

Anyway yeah I'll be doing my 2016 awards in the new year. Those will be next. So keep a look out for those after the holidays. Awards will be on wrestling, video gaming, TV shows and films. The best and the worst. Some things of note, it's not top tens. Cause theirs shit lots of that on YouTube (I blame WatchMojo). So it'll be like nominations for each award topic and reasons why I picked that in the category and I pick the winner. It's basically like the The Game Awards (this year's show was shite wasn't it?), Oscars, Golden Globe, Emmys, etc. Only it's mine, all mine hahaha lol.

But I do appreciate the comments and voicing you're opinions and even your own list. So that's what is going to happen and maybe a review of Royal Rumble somewhere or something else. Who knows in my uninteresting boring life that I dislike. I rather be blogging than trying to fit in with people that I don't relate to you know. But yeah I don't want to go deep wae details but yeah my life is a bit dull.

So hope yous are all well and had a good Christmas. And see you in the new year. And judging by this year's shit, thank fuck!!!

Adding in a few new blog pages

Hello everyone, hope you are well. Just a few announcements. Today I just posted my review of Stranger Things season 1, go check that out now and I'm planning to review a few things. Keep an eye on that. As well as a top ten somepoint. I have ideas but Idk yet but I'll let yous know on my instagram, which is the only place I'm at when it comes to Social Networks since I fall out wae almost all of them lol.

Also I'm happy to announce that I'm adding two new blog pages. First one is about pro wrestling called Wrestville. Which is reviews on recent WWE ppvs, thoughts, NXT Takeover reviews, etc. And last but not least, I'm creating a rant blog called You Know What Ticks Me Off? basically is there's all fucks are out of the door and rant on any number of subjects that pisses me the fuck off. Since the Internet loves to reading a rant. There you go you savages lol.

Anyway hope you all well and enjoying life. Take care of yourself. Enjoy my blogs and the upcoming ones too, yous are the best. Goodbye and much love!!

I'm back

Hello fellow followers if I have any left, doubt it lol. I'm back on my blogs at last. You probably wondering why I've been gone for the last couple of years it seems. Well there's a couple of reasons. I've had no PC, I was busy with life in general and tbh my life was a mess. Still is a bit but I think writing blogs like I use to will help me cope with troubled times cause it is troubled I'm not going to lie. I've been fighting against anxiety, depression and loneliness for the last four years at least and I feel like sometimes the negatives were clouding my judgement. So basically if I done reviews on here, it won't be 100% and I didn't want that. I want to give you readers the best reviews, thoughts, etc as I can. Cause I really want to do these blogs and maybe one day do my own YouTube vlog channel like a Angry Joe, AlphaOmegaSin, ProJared, PeanutButterGamer, Chris Struckmann, Flick Pick, Wrestling With Wregret, WhatCulture, etc.

But I am doing my best to control my own life and getting rid of the negative bastards in it. But mostly I don't own a PC is why I haven't done blogs for so long. I would tell you more about my life but it's too depressing and private, and I want to do reviews, top tens, predictions, just whatever strings to mind. I don't get paid to do this, this is me doing it for the fun of it cause I love to write. It's great. I miss it. I miss sharing my thoughts on video games, wrestling, movies, TV shows, etc wae people. Agree or disagree, just don't be a dick and just be cool. Take it as a pinch of salt as they say.

So since I'm back, my blogs will be the same. First no more mma blogs since I'm done with MMA and I haven't been enjoying it. I did saw the CM Punk fight, while he's got balls to do it and has my respect for going out there and doing it. He should've started at the minor mma promotion like Lashley, Batista, etc you know. Too soon and too green for UFC and it showed. Other than that I couldn't care less about MMA, I've been wanting to do Wrestling blogs for a while. It's my main thing since I was a kid. I love it, even now with the British Wrestling scene with promotions like ICW, WCPW, Progress Wrestling, etc. I'm more a fan of that and NXT. Main WWE stuff is good but most of the time it's dull and pointless for the most part. Which you'll hear more on my wrestling blogs, I'm doing a review on Backlash so I may post that at the weekend maybe. So look out for that or it as Jericho would say.

Also I'm working reviews on Deus Ex Mankind Divided, The Martian and something else but we'll see. Also I'll link yous to my Twitch account somepoint and I'll be doing livestreams in the near future. I'm working on good things atm. I may do top tens, any suggestions is welcome guys.

So yeah I'm planning on good thing for this blog site of mine. So if you're wondering where the fuck I'm been, now you know. I try to not to go into detail because like I said it's too private and personal for this place and I don't want that. That's not me but don't worry about me, I'm cool and I'm hanging in there. We all go through hard times to be stronger in the end. So I'm OK. I'm just happy to get the blogs going and working on other things. So watch this space guys and gals.

Anyway thanks for reading and I'll see you in the next blog. Peace! ✌